Everyone says Oh! Deepa gets so angry,  She is not calm.

My anger is my strength, I love that I get angry. It is my power. my shield.  

Tho irritation and kirikiri is not my strength and I must admit I m not a fan of my snapping and easy irritation. but pure righteous anger is glorious.  It is reflection of Durga. 🙏🏼

I m crying today and sad 

and wondering about all those days I was crying and sad before

 n thinking what reason did I have to cry then?

 Absolutely nothing. I had sonu then and I still cried, why did I cry then?

Its definitely not circumstance but state of mind that is important, I had Sonu I had everything I was still sad. 

My lovely most wonderful Sonu, I miss you.  You were such a gentle man such a sweetheart, Such a big handsome boy!  Such a big hungry chonk!  fur ball.  Dumma Gunda! Sonanna! 

They say the place beyond is wonderful  full of love and light! You were full of love and light Sonu!  You are meant for that place. Happy Free Sonu! 

Are you ok?

No, 

But I will be :-) 

 - Frasier ❤️ ( well Frasier series but Niles says it many times) 

If love turns to grief, can grief turn back into love?

This is alchemy turning into gold base metals, turn into gold all emotions, they are all love only

Last two times in life, I was in deep crisis, I got kittens and that fixed me , this time my deep crisis is my kitten is going :-)