want to be myself?

from my journal..


we say to ourselfs, everbody does. I found myself, I have forgotten myself. This is “me”. hmmm question is.. Is this Ego?
It is very positive thing to find yourself ( I KNOW HOW MUCH ) To not lose your identity. Geeta also says that you should follow ur dharma – ( that’s your calling ) It also says you should let go of your ego. when u dont have a ego, then what is the meaning of yourself? there is no yourself right?
Or should we find ourself first before we can actually let go of the Ego? I am not sure.
may be – when u do your “my thing” it gives you the energy, to be strong enough to lose your ego and make everything – mything?