my furry friend

Ever since I lost my cats, seeing a cat makes me really miss them more. Many many friendly cats here in the UK. Just call them,they come to you to get petted :) This fat ( he is just furry not fat, very light and big) this fat kitty walked into my backyard. I ve petted someone who resembles him, so called him. he was vary but he came anyway after some persuation. He was not the same, the otherone is well groomed, clean and much smaller and softer. This guy looks huge. I think he doesnot have anyone to care for him. He sheds like crazy and he has dandruff. ( Dandruff and hair fall - just like me :P :D ) he has me coverd in fur in 5 mins. Not all of my family is kind to shedding pets( shedding animals. he is not even my pet is he?) With stupid myths that cat hair causes diptheria... every time I meet him Ive to run to the bathroom (before anyone sees me) and spend an hour cleaning up. Me wondering what is he.. Is he stray..Does he have a home? probably not.. but he didnt look hungry he didnt eat fish and salami I gave him.. might be that was too spicy? does someone feed? he is always outside tho. He surely had a home in the past... he loves to be be petted. Thats what is sad, really :( I pet him for fifteen minutes, I get really cold or I get called inside but dear fellows never ready to say good bye yet. I come back to check after ten minutes and lil fellow is still waiting :( another ten minutes of petting and then I say good bye. he goes away after ten minutes more of waiting...
Today , today hes been here all day whole day. sitting by the front door , then by the back door. hmmm...I din expect this. This is making my heart very heavy.. I dont even feed him. I dont want him get dependent to me. I am leaving this house in a month ... when ever I go out he comes close to get petted. Ugly fellow he is :) ugly dirty fellow ,cutie pie :) I wonder if he was with some old lady who groomed him all day? He is lost? his owner moved out of town or ...died?..? I just hope they are careless people who dont groom him but feed him anyway. can he get dependent on petting too? :( hmmmm Starved for a bit of love? is he? aaah! why is this world like this? so many lonely souls? :( so short on affection? :( Ah dear.hurts me!
Dear god!! why did u make the world like this, it can do with more friends more love more affection u know? I wish this kitty had a few kitty friends to roam around with. Few more human friends like me...Does he? then why he sticking around here if he did :( Its ok to be a wild cat who stays alone, but this guy cares to be with people :( why dont u give him some friends :( why did u make a mean world like this :( :( really sad :(
hmmm.. Hope this is just one day, tomorrow Ill see him have some fun about town and not stick around here.. no?
edit: just saw the video of free hugs on TV. This guy felt the same- too less niceness in this world and decided to offer free hugs to strangers :) me- my empathys somehow more towards animals than humans.. among humans probably old people ...