old age home

I went to an old age home today and I cried.. I want to do something but I dono what or how of it.. felt frantic and pathetic.. but i know its just a start and i will learn. In 2 years Ill look back at this day and feel.. wow i have come a long way :-)

It takes time.. to find out what exactly they want how exactly i can do something about it.. to understand.. most probably what most they want is my time. It takes time to understand even what I want to do too, to figure out how to do something to figure out what i can afford to do.. time money skills? what? and how?should keep in mind that it should be what they want and not what I want or like to give.

also need to get more emotionally stable before i can interact with old people... why the tears?Hope it is not pity. They would hate it if it was pity from my side..I really dono.I just felt sad.

also should let go of shyness or hesitation in helping.. even my parents.. :(

felt it is easier to donate to some famous NGO and forget about it...lot easier option and they do do a good job.. its impersonal..but not a bad option for starters..