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21 June 2010

small small realisations...(for myself)

I have always felt uneasy bout the last few years of my life because I didnt progress as much in my career... yesterday in Arhatic prep class when they were insisting on study- study of theosophy and all, I realised how much I have studied in the past 3 years.. i have made progress in one aspect of my life, if not in the others.. people just judge by "career" "personal". Shouldnt fall into the same pitfall and judge urself .. I felt really happy and kind of relieved actually. I am not the kind who wastes life... I have started appriciating myself more..
I was really irritated and judgemental in the class of a lot of people.. but what i liked was that as soon as I judged someone I realised.. ah! judging.. ah! juding agian :) I liked that.. realising.. after a while I felt like laughing when i passed judgement yet agian.. I had to reply to that ah! judging by saying.. this girl.. she really does deserve judging .. see she skipped the line during lunch and acts like a princess wearing a belly dancer like top thinks she is a heroine :)
I like that I am a strong person, I sometimes feel I am like that doll addisinodi belisinodu urulihogaldu.. :) complains and cribbings apart.. I learn :) I like that about me. seeing myself laugh at acharya hectors jokes.. i would have turned red and wud be really upset few years ago at this... another mental block broken..
PEP training was quite spritual he talked about 100% listening.. which is similar to the accurate perception which pranic healing talks about...
PEP talked about re-iterating and reenforcing ur beliefs.. similar in pranic healing...
-ve thought forms same concept in pranic healing and Louise hay, different methods to solve the same problem.. or different ways of describing the same .

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