haveing accepted that I am trying to become disciplined and I hit a block as soon as I did it.
IS it worth it, It has becme a value for me to be not disciplined, somewhere along the line - know exactly where dec 2005 I decided i will be happy and my discipline snapped. In my mind I think it is not worth it, actually I think it is boring and wrong to be disciplined. totally not worth it types. I feel like I should just let go and float and not be disclipined ! :0(
LOL!
All said and done, Dandam Dashagunam, I am getting lil more disciplined because of my new role, if not I get beaten royally by my boss.
