taken for a walk in the woods

Ok I know I am procastinating here instead of doing the damn assignment but here I go! I have to talk about this.  My friend called it flow. What do I call it? Auto walking, walking with faeries?  Its also called follow ur excitement on the internet. I didnt quite follow the excitement, it is more like a feeling of following my cat when it wants food or to play or to go out.  It is infact exactly like that, I have no clue where I am going or what is going to be there. I just follow that feeling - Now that I think about it, that feeling feels so much like a cat :-)

This happens to me often when I meditate a lot, or am in that connected spiritual space.Used to happen more in 2012 ish times.  May be it is always there but I dont pay attention? anyway. so I went. It asked me to take my car and I go, I went. To the Lake. Ok.  May be we are going to walk around the lake.. Nope. Go straight . Turn away from the lake into the narrow path, keep walking. We are under trees with a carpet of leaves, red brown yellow. No one is around. I go crazy I want to lie down on the leaves. they are wet. its ok. I lie down. I scrape away the leaves, I smell the mud. I cry. Its wholesome.  Its some kind of connection I m missing.  I want this, I want to be buried neck deep in this humus mud, it smells glorious. There is moss on the trees on the roots of treess which are sticking out like burried bodies escaping out :-)  There is moss that looks like faerie houses, I m sure that was entry to fae houses and I was bought here to meet them even tho I didnt see them, There is a small round pond next to their house. It also belongs to them. 

Thats enough here, go ahead to the clearing, Its horse path. Take off your shoes, But it is freezing? doesnot matter. Ok,I take my shoes in my hand.  The soft mud feels wonderful. Its cold but also glorious again. soft and bouncy mud. The wet grass brushing my ankles and calfs, there are thorns. Its ok, keep walking. Ok, the thorns didnt sting me.  What all we are missing when we wear shoes, when we wear headphones. There is a puddle and kocche in it. Ok I m going to put my feet in it and get mud all over my feet. Do it. Where are we going now? Keep walking. We find another space with lots of trees and carpet of leaves. There are some fallen trees, I wont let this oppurtunity go , I throw away the jacket bag and climb up. There are definitely faeries here, there are so many tree hollows and the fallen tree makes a tunnel. Can I call thru it.. I didnt dare, it was too low.  There is a tree stump I climb up on it and put my hands up,  A family of 4 and 2 dogs make an entry and see me being crazy. Its ok.  they go other way.  Ok take some pictures and share it. Why share? dont know - I want atleast someone to know I went on this crazy journey.  Ok thats it for today, wear your shoes and head back home.

Thank you, It was amazing, There was lot of laughter and lot of tears. Indeed it is border line with insanity and also sanity. What is it that i connected to ? definitely my child self. We giggled , skipped , jumped and climbed. played in mud, went bare foot. We didnt really feel cold at all.  Also connected to nature. Why can this happen only - only when I m alone? Some of us miss this more deeply than others ? Staying in houses wearing clothes and shoes? or are all missing and dont even know it.  Connected to the higher self? Is that what that voice or feeling is? I dont know. I usually dont question what it is, I m just happy when it comes online because there is always fun joy and adventure afterwards :-) 

Well then that was that. That was the walk in the woods.