Are you ok?

No, 

But I will be :-) 

 - Frasier ❤️ ( well Frasier series but Niles says it many times) 

If love turns to grief, can grief turn back into love?

This is alchemy turning into gold base metals, turn into gold all emotions, they are all love only

Last two times in life, I was in deep crisis, I got kittens and that fixed me , this time my deep crisis is my kitten is going :-)