Life feels like a Jara bande, I feel I am doing this and that to improve myself I live well for a period of time, I live healthy and it goes on and then one day I notice myself - again I am back to square one.. its like climbing up the jarabande from the slope side… climb up and slide all the way down… climb up and slide all the way down and again and again and again… I am getting weary of this… feels like that guy sharmaji keeps talking about.. the one who pulls the rock up and slides it down in hell or was that heaven? I feel he is better , he is doing that because he is forced to do that, he doesnot have a choice.. me I am doing it because I am afraid to stop pulling the rock up. I am afraid to let the rock sit at the bottom of the hill.

Meditation I had learnt to go quite deep. I quit

Astral travel and energy body development

Anger control

Watching of my thoughts

Trying to find what I want to do in life…

How many aspects can I list..

I lack discipline is that what it is all about?

Prejudice

Downloaded this pic long back when Switzerland banned minarets, Before that there was a row about a girl wearing burqua in Mangalore college and Banning of Hijab in France...

Just have a look at this...How different is this dress from a Burqua and Hijab, This is ok this is not opressive to women? this is revered but burqua is a symbol of operession is it? How so?

Prejudice is so deep with in us...as much in Iranian as in European as in me I think.

photo:Eugenio Hansen