... Its really just for me... If u do read it, you'll know I mean it when I said I write this blog for myself :D
I feel uncomfy when I hear my own voice - recorded. just wondering is this cause it sounds different from what i hear in my head?
When I hear my thougths is there a voice to that? [yes I tried, I think I can change that voice also ]
When we make mock conversations - say daydream, or jsut an argument in the head. Do we suitably change the voice based on who is talking? [I am not able to do this now... :D weird mind][ hmm, yes, from the memory of the voice of the person, if its fictional character then... we make it up i guess]
Also some thoughts u think without language, some understandings are like this. then I struggle a lot to put that into proper words.. some time words are needed to explain the concept to our own self!!!![who is explaining to who!! I dono!! ]
and this is different from solutions u get from sub-conscious. i mean those are without head or tail, they just pop right out. and no need to convert to language and all. They comeout in the form we understand...this happens even when u do math problems right.. u just get the final answer... if u want to write the inbetween steps u need to rework it.. sometimes i dont trust these.. but these are the fastest results and quite a reliable way of working with the brain . BTW is this what intituion is all about...
Ok but comming back to the second type of thought, thats the one I dont figure out.. I am thinking without words - it is conscious thought.. ..How am i actually thinking? with block diagrams??? Grrr!! most of the time I think with the language... can I choose? I mean chose to think with or without language? when we are tryin to understand soemthing we dont usually use language but I am not really sure what exactly is happening. If I try to observe it getts irritating like a bug buzzign around the head! hehe! :-P
We take our mind for granted! dont we? :)
Edit:
I figured why our voice sounds different when we hear ourselves speak and when we hear ourselves recorded. Thats cause when we speak , we hear it from the other side of the ear drums :) :) :)
so if I play my recorded voice from inside my mouth , it shouldn't sound weird :D :D :D :D :D
yeah! try it :D BTW voice in the head is also comin from the other side of the ear drums !!!! :-P
Edit :
hehehe I did a google search on this, and u know what? there are more ppl who thought of exactly the same thing. I love internet, u can find anything and everything out here! check it out!
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